Friday, May 21, 2010
One last year of sight
I found out tonight that a close friend of the family has been diagnosed with an incureable eye disease where she will go blind in about a year If God doesn't heal her. PLEASE pray for her. This however cause me to really wonder the things i'd wanna see if I knew I had one more year of my life with the gift of sight. There's no way to prepare for this but I'm sure it's a blessing to know ahead of time.while I thought on this I concluded that I would not be able to take my eyes off my children,probably start homeschooling them,they'd probably get sick of me staring,but If I could handle taking my eyes off of them There are places I'd have to see myself and take them to see so I could see their faces light up! As if I don't already I'd have to see their faces on Christmas morning like once a month or watch them sleep. Memorize each smile,freckle,expression.
The way the kids grandparents look at them.
my wedding ring (my favorite piece of property for eternity.)
My family,the ones that have always been there and always will just because they want to.
My puppies,my loyal children that cuddle & never talk back,
my friends,beautiful,understanding,patient friends.
REALLLY REALLY MY HUSBANDS ADORABLE FACE AND THE WAY THAT ADORABLE FACE HAS LOOKED AT ME FOR TEN YEARS BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW ANNOYING I'VE BEEN OR WHAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH OR HOW FAT I WAS
that face has always looked at me the same and I think it always will and I would miss that too much.the thought breaks my heart and is making me look at the world with new eyes,you know were here for you Crystal. I hope this makes everyone count the blessing of sight Cause you never know when it could go away.I know it made me.